Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a deep ocean of anguish, reaching to the very, very edge of despair. I have sought love first because it brings ecstasy - ecstasy so great I would often have sacrificed all the rest of my life for a few hours of that joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieved loneliness - that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the rim of the world into the cold unfathomable lifeless abyss. I have sought it, finally, because in the union of love I have seen, in a mystic miniature, the prefiguring vision of the heaven that saints and poets have imagined, This is what I sought, and though it might seem too good for human life, this is what - at last - I have found. Love and knowledge, so far as they were possible, led upward toward the heavens. But always pity brought me back to earth. Echoes of cries of pain reverberate in my heart. Children in famine, victims tortured by oppressors, helpless old people a hated burden to their sons, and the whole world of loneliness, poverty, and pain make a mockery of what human life should be. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, and I too suffer. This has been my life. I have found it worth living, and would gladly live it again if the chance were offered me
Articles
Everything you ever wanted to know about this website but were afraid to ask
Some moments from my life
A very short...though some might say still too long...autobiography
A short story I wrote based on the book Ringolevio. Originally it was meant to be a script for a short film but that never happened.
Media
Amazing documentary about some of the greatest minds in mathematics and their mental descent. Every step of the way as they tried to search for new knowledge they were resisted by lesser minds and all ended up with mental health issues. The video almost paints a story of men who looked into the eye of god and it drove them insane, but perhaps it was the mindless resistance of the people around them that had more to do with it.
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